SELFIE MODE!!!

KARVACHAUTH!!!!

So 11th october is Karva Chauth.Hmmmmm...........mixed feelings.Do I love it or do I just succumb to it because the society expects me to.The parameters for beings a good wife definitely includes observing this very auspicious festival of Karva Chauth. Fellow women are horrified if another woman is not interested to observe this fast for the well being and the longevity of her husband! If you love and care for your husband then it becomes Imperative to keep this fast.You will be judged if you do not believe in this auspicious festival of Karva Chauth.And who are the judges; surprise,surprise fellow women But sometimes I wonder is this the only way to show love and care for your husband by starving and not drinking a drop of water throughout the day.I know it's just one day out of the whole year but forgive me;I am questioning everything these days.I don't want to follow anything blindly.What has Love really got to do anything with fasting.I guess we really need someone  to redefine Love for us.Love is definitely not what Bollywood movies portray.Well,that's another subject altogether.

Food for thought;what about my well being and longevity.Why is there no Karva Chauth for women.Why do men not observe this fast for the well being and longevity of their wives.Does my well being and longevity does not matter?Whether I live or die makes no difference ?.Should I then come to the conclusion that since the husbands do not fast for the well being and longevity of their wives they do not love and care about them! Sometimes I really think we have a distorted view of what love is. Love is definitely not asking someone to starve and not drink a drop of water.In my opinion Love is to set the other person free and not chain them to you. Do we have such low self esteem that we have to prove our love to our better half by torturing ourselves. What about the rest of the world;their husbands are fit and fine without their wives fasting for them. 

I guess each to his own.If you love it,observe it. But if you choose to break free;dearies you have an uphill task ahead of you.Without a doubt you  are going to be judged and preached how a good wife should fast for her husband.And yes you might be looked down upon and criticised for your decision.Good news is ,the choice is yours!!!!

CONFESSION!!!

The truth is that I am sick and tired of being a fake.Because I don't speak what I really feel and do  things that I don't  feel like doing.And this leads to a major conflict within me. I am constantly selling myself out.I am tormented! I choose not to be an order follower.Order following is not a virtue ,dude. Brain dead people follow orders blindly.I choose not  to conform to other peoples wants and desires.I choose not to please people in order to make it in the world. I choose not to impress you in order for you to like me. I choose not to lick other people's a**es so that  I climb th e ladders of success.I choose not to subscribe to the darwanian theory of " SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST". Utter Bullshit! I am not an animal ; I am an higher thinking being. I choose to thrive and not just survive.  I have the right to Say"NO" whenever I choose to.But there are people who make you do things that you don't want to do.But who's fault is that.Without a doubt mine because I do not have the courage to say NO to their bullshit.I am the one to blame because I am weak.I observe the world around me and learn that those who lick "a**es  are liked by all but those who are not interested to do the same are disliked by all.If I follow your order to the tee I am such a good person but If I dare to say NO I am bad and I need to be screwed with.

Screw you all;who think you have the right to make some one adhere to your way of thinking.You do not have the right to force other people to do your bidding!!Dude, karma is a bitch!!What you sow is what you shall reap!!In the name of authority,heirarchy and power of your position you make people suffer and feel good about it;seriously people :you are mentally sick! Anyways the fault lies with me because I am the one who does not have the courage to stand up for myself.I am the one who submits to the slavery of  other people.I need to stop betraying myself and need to bulid courage within me so that I can I finally say " NO THANK YOU".Take your bullshit else where.

MEET THE ARTIST!!!

I am not much of an art enthusiast and don't feel any shame whatsoever to confess that I don't understand art at all. In fact I have never understood why some artists are so celebrated and their mere painting of a horse could cost you around 90 lakhs!!!!Phew!!! May be there is a hidden message encoded in these paintings and I also read some where that these painting are actually portals to the other world!!!! Lol!!! Just kidding! or Am I????? ha haaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Just recently one of my  friend,Sanjana told me about this friend of hers by the name of Shisir who is an artist who first paints people and then photographs them.How cool is that!! He calls his body of work Flat Cube.I was really impressed and seriously loved his work. I think he is an amazing artist .In fact I am seeing something like this for the first time ever and I am truly bowled over.So I had no other choice but to mention this amazing artist and his body work on my blog. Great Work,Shisir!!!Checkout Shisir's work on his facebook page "FLAT CUBE"

SHISIR HIMSELF

SANJANA BEFORE PAINTED AND PHOTOGRAPHED

SANJANA AND SHISIR

SANJANA PHUKAN RAKHTIM

MRS INDIA WORLDWIDE 2014 CONTEST-PART 2

I hereby declare myself as the official blogger for Mrs Aman Grewal. Lol!!! Looking absolutely stunning!!! Love the gown!!! Gorgeous colour. Bang on,Mrs Grewal.One of the best contestants without a doubt.I hereby prophesize that you are the winner of the title Mrs Beautiful Hair  for sure. Love,Love ,Love your look!!! 

MRS INDIA WORLWIDE 2014 CONTEST!!!

It's the time to disco!!! It's definitely a time to disco for Mrs Aman Grewal.Congratulations and celebrations for being selected in the Mrs India Worldwide Contest !!! You have made my prophecy come true and that is so coooooooollllllllllllllllllllllllllll. I feel like a Mayan!!! May be I should create a million dollar business out of it.What say. Lol

We all are so thrilled and excited for you.It's a huge achievement for you.I wish you all the very best for the contest and in my mind's eye I  already see you with the winning crown!!! Enjoy this very beautiful journey that you are embarking on and walk tall with confidence,beauty and humbleness that is your signature and which sets you apart from the rest of the herd.Be yourself and make yourself proud and seriously enjoy each and every moment.This is your time. Have fun!!!!!!!! 

THE MRS SO AND SO......SYNDROME!!!

I am Mrs blah blah and that is my sole claim to fame.I am Mrs blah blah and my identity is that I am my husband's wife.I choose to give away my personal power to the title Mrs.............Now my source of power and confidence comes from the title Mrs.....................My every interaction now happens from the title Mrs.....................Every new relationship that I build is based on my title Mrs.................All the false respect that I draw from others is because I am Mrs blah blah.Without my title I feel lost, Incomplete,disoriented.I am like a creeper that constantly needs the support of my title Mrs...................for my well being,my self  worth,self esteem.I work really hard for this title!!!I am like a stepford wife ,I choose to forget that I am an Individual and I am  much more than my title that I so proudly flaunt.My first name has lost its sheen and significance.I no longer value myself nor do I give a  rat's ass in creating my own personal identity.I walk tall with confidence as Mrs blah blah but without my title I am no one and nothing.

I have diagonsed myself with Mrs So and So syndrome and I have to say that I have contracted this dangerous disease.Frankly I don't give a damn;I arrogantly refuse to be cured!!!I am Mrs blah blah and that's that.(Pun Intended on the self)